I feel like...

Punching, kicking, killing someone (huh ganasnya)You will be thinking, I'm a terrible person….huh, kill, kill...die, die! arghh

TENSION

ANGRY

I think my sOn with luv it! Ahaks! BcOz his favOurite colOur is green. (Huh…camna la roper aku kalau bertukaQ kaler ijau mcm ni)…ermmm…

Dealing with people, those who are naturally born with ATITUDE problem ( I called them as PROBLEM MAKER) makes me CRAZY….YES me! Crazy…tension…angry…what else can I said!

To deal with this KIND of creature… yucks…do they deserve as a creature… ya, I know, diaorg MAKHLUK TUHAN. Semua kejadian ALLAH S.W.T itu indah. But for me creature tu lebih kepada tiny and cute mute object. Hah… I think the best word is MONSTER…YES! monster.

You wanna why? Let me tell you why… being a C&B Specialist with NGO (ya...NGO, bak kata one of my colleagues, NGO KAYO!), 40% of my job is to analyzed data before I proceed it for the payment. All claims that related to staff benefits must go through me, I will need to check whether they qualified for it or not. I’m the verified person. (Eceh..korang sure ingat aku ni BIG BOSS..hahaha!)

I received a couple nasty emails from this keparat guy.
Don’t you dare thinking about payment, if the data that you provided is wrong. Tell me why should I pay you? Huh..itu pun xpaham ka? Deal dgn pelbagai bangsa ni seronok but sometimes makes me crazy. The payment delayed due to your own false & not me! Nama ja finance tapi bodoh nak mampos! It is weird, don’t they know that all this will be an AUDIT POINT? Dah tu nak nasihat haku plak? Mcm bagus….

(sorry if I’m being emotional)